There are no actors and in fact, it was Merv who stated that if anyone let ANYTHING slip to me that person would be fired.

Interestingly enough I just realised that everytime Jill my makeup artist came back from touching up the client, someone either came back with her and chatted with us or the Assistant director stood outside my curtain where I was getting ready. Someone was always listening to conversations and therefore couldn't let anything slip.

I was even in the office when the client would walk in and see their mark where they had to greet me and I would have to turn my back. I was not allowed to see them. I felt their energy though, but I was not allowed to hear them or see them. So much so when they walked in and we did greet each other they stopped the cameras and re-positioned and whilst that was going on, and that could be upto 5 minutes the client and I sat there looking at each other not being allowed to chat!

So there were great lengths to keep everything quiet.

There will always be people who want to shoot me down, but let them. I have no problem with it. It's happened all my life.

There are reasons why Lifetime have cancelled the show. I haven't heard directly from the people who put my show on at LT but I do know someone else at LT who told me the truth and it wasn't because of Merv passing.

It was an expensive show to put together, when you have a crew of 20 and then the staff in the editing bay and then hiring of premises and clothes and cars and equipment. I couldn't believe it.

Actually I am happy that LT cut the show. I was locked in to a format that they didn't want to change. They gave me the platform and for that I will always be grateful but it's time to change and make changes... There are plenty of opportunities in the making and they will be more exciting and more me!

Thanks for caring everyone!!! "

Lisa xx